From the recording Push and Pull
Lyrics
You pull away... I chase the ghost...
Texting you at 2 AM, heart racing like a hi-hat roll
One blue bubble got me floating, silence got me in a hole
Overthinking every emoji, every read receipt a threat
You say "I'm good" but I'm spiraling, ain't slept yet
Why I need you more when you give me less?
Every wall you build got me stressed, I confess
Anxious heart, avoidant soul, we a fatal crash
I reach out, you pull back, vanish in a flash
Push and pull, hot and cold, lost up in this wreckage
I need you close, you need space — toxic love's the message!
I got my armor on thick, don't need your gravity
Your feelings like a storm tryna drown the real me
You want forever texts, I give you inches then dip
Back away slow, watch emotions do a backflip
You call me cold, I say you love too much
Different frequencies, we ain't in touch
Anxious heart, avoidant soul, we a fatal crash
I reach out, you pull back, vanish in a flash
Push and pull, hot and cold, screaming in the silence
Love me harder, leave me faster — this our violence!
I just want you here, no cap...
But you breathe better when I'm not near!
Light guitar pluck sample into trap rebuild
I cling — you run!
I bleed — you numb!
Broken in perfect symmetry
Two hearts locked in captivity!
Anxious heart, avoidant soul, burning down the sky
Chasing shadows, telling truths, living in the lie
We destroy what we want most, can't live, can't let go
This anxious-avoidant hell is all we know!
Come closer... stay away...
Stay away... come closer...